Memories

Memories are those substances that have this intangible and unseen power over our lives. A memory is powerful enough to push us forward and keep us going towards a happy ending and a memory could build a wall and block us from even trying to take a step forward!
Memories are those chemical synapses that play fireworks in our brains, when we remember those whom we love, and make our eyes explode with tears when we think about their loss! Memories make us angry, or sometimes they give us peace.
Memories effect who we are, the way we perceive them, where we store them and how we retrieve and interpret them gives meaning to how we live.
Each and every one of us are loaded with so many memories, as if they are some kind of goasts haunting our lives!
I guess the way we steer them could make a difference, help us guide our path and learn our lessons by healing, cherishing , and embracing our memories instead of suppressing, hiding, and fighting them.
Our memories are blessings, that are meant to help us grow and realise the greatness in our lives, even the painful memories need to be valued and faced, for us to be able to keep going and handle our fears.

Fiction is my favourite reality

My new obsession lately is to watch and read fiction series and novels. I grew so found of believing they are real! It gives me some sense of hope and looking forward to a better future!
I mean, why not? I could look at things that might seem normal to everyone, from a different perspective, I see heroes in people who simply offer to help or rather step out of their way to make me feel better!!!
I enjoy observing tiny details, give them meaning and turn them into a way to charge my faith in this complicated world!
My understanding of fiction is that it represents things that seem impossible to happen in reality, and we could only imagine they are real! Honestly, from experience... if that is the case, then most of my life story might sound more of a fiction!
A very thin line separates fiction from reality! And I often times prefer to ignore it!
Living in my fiction world is so much fun,makes me see things clearer, bad people look bad and I avoid them, good people look so pretty and I enjoy being around them! The rest are not so visible though!
In my fiction world, I cry when I feel like crying! I don't need to be all grown up and wise! No aging or changing!!!
I am strong and powerful! I could fly if I want to!

Why not! It's my fiction, my world, my choice!